dee why beach, sydney, australia. photo anna rigg
I’ve read this somwehere before, I may have forgotten the exact words but the gist was “If your dreams doesn’t scare you, it means that they aren’t big enough!”
I envy those who took the plunge and go against the tide knowing that they are pursuing that one thing, that only thing that makes them feel alive.
And for so long, my forlorn self was stuck. Probably becasue I was scared but then I also realized it was more of because I do not know what i want. The exact same thing why I haven’t posted anything here. Whenever I try to visit, I just stare at the monitor and say, “what now”? Next thing I know, I just clicked the little x button. Nothing to write, nothing to post, nothing to say. Cause I really do not know.
I really didn’t expect that seeing this image today would push me a bit more. Recently, it’s as if the world is speaking to me, through people, images, recent events and some articles. I’ve also read somwehere (though I may have forgotten the exact words but the gist was) “If your dreams doesn’t scare you, it means that they aren’t big enough!”. Just a few days back, I had some serious reflection + eureka moment. And, this image reflects what I am recently feeling. From not knowing what I want, I am now having a more vivid image of what it is. It is so great that it scares me. So beautiful that now tears pools in my eyes.
I always try to recall the rush, that feeling, that moment I had upon realising what I want. Now as I try to explore more on this newly discovered “calling” , if I sense an obstacle ahead it just diffuses.
Go! Dive in with your strong little heart Nilika!